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the process is slow and on his time tho he is soften hearts in my home that i thought could never be, he is making our family one unit now and thing are running more smoothly in the home. Praise be to god for breaking the heartsa of stone. thankful for the sundays we spend with you as one.

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to care for a child is to look at them and know that there is something not right you pry you try to undrstand what is going on with that child, most parents have this in them to know and then there are some who have no clue as to what there child is up and how long they were lost out in the world. i am thankful to the teachers who noticed that somehing wasnt right and pried, they saved me from a life of destruction and directed me on the right road to life. thank you to all who were there for this lost child and thank god for setting me straight and putting on the right path.

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i dont want to force them to pray with me but i want them to understand the importance of praying together can make, any suggestions great appreciated.

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it seems its really easy to put off reading the word so now it is scheuld in and has to be done at a certain time. learning the set routine is key and here is the way.

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to remember my thoughts as a teenager was not only strange but how true the saying teens think they know it all, i really thought i had it together enough to start out on my own at ripe age of 17. oiy i wish i had done the colledge thing and worked awhile before i forgot everything i know lol.

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i have learned that just dropping a simple line to a friend to let them know you are here and thinking of them at that momment feels good for both parties. it also gives them a sense of security to know you are here for them and just them not their issues. peace be with you all

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to always be greatful to the lord for everyday.

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dont think ill make my time limit and thats ok because their is way to much i want to share. ill take my time and share what i know and feel is right to share.

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i am greatful for cool down time. keeps me from really saying something i dont want to. it also gives me time to reasses the situation. preventing myself from over reaction of any kind.

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journaling is a much satisfying way to release without anger, or anguish; some pain but no really damage very calming actually. thank you lord for giving me the courage to put my self out there to be talked about and what not... i have faith.

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why do my lips start moving and talking before the thought is fully processed in my own brain. i swear i have foot in mouth disease lol. i will keep working at not responding with such eager force.

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 acts 17:11 now the bereans were of more noble character than the thessalonians, for they receive the message with great eagerness and examined the scripture every day to see if what paul said was true.

makes onw think; how eager are we to received the word how willing are we to just sit and wait on the word or message for that day. now i am starting to get why this goal stuck me as have to do it gives me the chance to rally dedicate a specific time onto him. to be eager in doing so.