Please excuse the lame Chemistry reference...
I feel as though I need a little kick of motivation to get me started... I've made no progress on my goals, or perhaps very very little.

The family I'm living with has a teenage daughter that is very thin, very chic, very normal. I am jealous, but, alas, that does not motivate me.

I want to be able to actually make it out into the waves surfing, but does that motivate me? No.

I don't really have any set schedule in my life right now, other than school, I've never really been able to follow one.

Maybe I should try again.